Tuesday, November 18, 2014

God's Hands

I woke up this morning at 5 am. 

The same time I've woke up every morning for the past 40 days. 

This is the time for a vitals check and some meds. 

But my baby is in God's hands this morning. 

A place where she deserves to be. A place where I feel I am being held also. 

I'm not ready to write the details of her death quite yet. But I will soon because I don't want to forget. 

So I will leave you with this sweet message sent to me by a friend:


Hey. I read this tonight and thought of you. 🐘🐘🐘

"There was a group of women in a Bible study on the book of Malachi.  As they were studying chapter three they came across verse three which says, "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver." This verse puzzled the women and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.


One of the women offered to find out about the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible study. That week the woman called up a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest in silver beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that, in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest so as to burn away all the impurities.

Silver smith putting heat to a silver bowl


The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot - then she thought again about the verse, that He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver. She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. For if the silver was left even a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.


The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, "How do you know when the silver is fully refined?"  He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's the easy part -- when I see my image reflected in it."


If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has His eye on you. He is holding you.


7 comments:

  1. I love you so much sweet friend. My thoughts are with you always.

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  2. There are no words......prayers for your family. Thank you for sharing your beautiful girl with us all.

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  3. My heart breaks for you and your family Andy! My thoughts and prayers are with you today, and in the days to come!

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  4. Oh Andy I'm just so saddened to hear this, I pray for Dru and your family to give you strength!

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  5. Andy we are so sorry for your loss. You are such an amazingly strong woman, with an equally amazing family. You will be in our prayers.

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  6. I keep thinking about your family and your beautiful baby girl. My heart aches for you! You all are in my prayers.

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